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and i shall post a few things tomorrow after they've had time to process, hopefully when i can be constructive rather than venting.
it started off rocky, got better, and somewhere in the late afternoon decided to take a nosedive for several reasons....
things which i will mention now:
(-) over the last two days, i've been grumpy. a lot. part of it is specific people seem to have punched some buttons, and now even near misses from them are causing a big reaction, which they shouldn't. part sensitized, part too hot i think. time and cooler weather should help there.
(+) deleted a couple of computer games that were eating up too much time. the world is a wonderful place, what am i doing spending so much time inside?
(-) am desperately overbooked for next week, as a result of being inattentive to my own schedule. (or suffering from "ooh, shiny, must do"
(+) having realized the above, scrambled and mostly fixed it
(-) i seem to be sucking ass at communicating well. i know it's a two way street, and i don't think it's all me, but it's frustrating as hell. i've already burnt one (great) friendship to ash after getting too frustrated, and i don't feel like things are getting better, despite the fact that i think i learned a hell of a lot in the process.
it started off rocky, got better, and somewhere in the late afternoon decided to take a nosedive for several reasons....
things which i will mention now:
(-) over the last two days, i've been grumpy. a lot. part of it is specific people seem to have punched some buttons, and now even near misses from them are causing a big reaction, which they shouldn't. part sensitized, part too hot i think. time and cooler weather should help there.
(+) deleted a couple of computer games that were eating up too much time. the world is a wonderful place, what am i doing spending so much time inside?
(-) am desperately overbooked for next week, as a result of being inattentive to my own schedule. (or suffering from "ooh, shiny, must do"
(+) having realized the above, scrambled and mostly fixed it
(-) i seem to be sucking ass at communicating well. i know it's a two way street, and i don't think it's all me, but it's frustrating as hell. i've already burnt one (great) friendship to ash after getting too frustrated, and i don't feel like things are getting better, despite the fact that i think i learned a hell of a lot in the process.
